Feeling That I need to Change myself

So the last few days I have been feeling the need to change. but I Just keep doing the same things I always do. , Wake up, Check Facebook...Check the tv...Eat. Go to work. Come home. Eat..go to bed...blaaaaah so boring ..my life sucks latley..and I just feel like I am going nowhere. I need to get this off my chest so I stop thinking about it. I want to travel and do things and go places. but I Feel with where we are at right now financially we cant. I want to get our bills paid down, I want to buy a house so we can stop moving every year...but I dont know where I want to settle. This is very unsettling for me because im a creature of comfort. I love being home and feeling like I have a home. Latley, im just not feeling it. Everything else is fine. Its just me. I dont know how else to explian it. Im going to a therapist to start dealing with some of these things. I want to loose weight. I am going to start slowly eating right...not deprive myself of everything but its hard. I can't seem to get started on a plan at all.

Welcome to the House of Night

Oh my gosh I am so excited. I got all my Feldgeling Handbooks and Lenobia's Vow today as well as the Nyx in the House of Night book. I am going to be doing alot of reading this week :) I also went to the store and Paid My Parking ticket I got last week. I had to mail the money in because I lost the ticket so hopefully it will mail tomorrow and get there Wednesday> I have to go get my blood drawn on Thursday because I was supposed to last time and It wouldnt come out because my body was dehydrated. LOL So I have to do it again. Anyways, Not much is new I dont have to go to work today because Melissa is going to be there instead. So i just am going to go into Bellevue now on Tuesday and Wednesday. I have to replace my Urban Decay Makeup Pallet because they couldn't verify my billing address so I will watch that today. It is taking forever! I really want that pallet!! LOL. anyways..thats about all that's going on today. Havent talked to Mom or Dad in a few days so I should probably Call them. Chad's going to coeur d alene next weekend. :( I dont get to go because I am covering Rosie's shift. I will go the weekend after that.

Twisted Ankle.....FML

So today was a good day at work we actually got stuff done! I bought a cute new Jewlery Box at Bed Bath and Beyond. omg  I could buy everything in that store and probably drownd in debt! The Grammy's are on tonight. I hope they dont do a whole bunch of stupid tributs to Whitney Houston. Not that I don't mind, but I just don't agree with how she lives her life. I have not been feeling well this week. That time of the Month. I just feel like snapping at everyone and I feel lonley and I miss my friends. I really don't like it here in Seattle very much. The only reason I am here is because of Chad's job. Otherwise I would be back in Idaho. I really want to go Tornado Chasing later on this year. I am looking at some Tours on Stormchasers.com. - Whitney Houston died yesterday> I think it's going to be a drug overdose. We will see what they say they havent announced it yet. I tripped on my ankle walking out of work today and now its hurting alot :(.

Today's events :)

Hello All, Sorry I haven't posted in quite a while. I've been neglectful I know but I am working a lot of random hours. I am working 14 days in a row ...who does that?! a person with no life that's who. Rosie's going to Las Vegas in a few days for V-day with her hubby and I am covering her shift. Chad bought me Breaking Dawn and Lady and the Tramp :) Hes so cute. We made ice cream Sunday's for dessert and went to Apple bees for dinner. :) Perfect end to a boring day. I did 4 facials today making around 150$ which isn't a bad Saturday if you ask me!

Speedy Gonzalez

So far this week has been pretty good. Not much new I did some murad training this wednesday.
I am not liking the rain again. Waiting for it to be sunny! I am in need of another trip here soon. We are talking about going to California down to Hollywood. I have never traveled the place and I think it would be exciting!

post one :)

Why hello there fellow bloggers! I'm fairly new at this so you will have to bare with me. I decided to start doing this so I may rest easier at night as I have insomnia pretty bad. IE its 1:30 am right now on a Tuesday night and I have to be up for work at 10..which in itself isn't bad but I should be asleep .....I think my hubby is asleep next to me but I don't know for certian....anyways Not much is new here. I went to work today in Bellevue, weather is absolutly beautiful. Suposed to rain again tomorrow. Watched Smash , and I liked it. I really like Debra Messing theres something warm and motherly about her.  Don't much care for the blonde girl. I guess shes from Bellevue. I also watched the Voice. Love that show. Someday I will audition for it when I build my confidence back up. Ive been singing infront of Chad alot and he seems to be okay with it. :) Talked to Mom and Dad on the phone which was nice. Got a letter from my Aunt Mary in Chicago. I want to go see her. Shes getting up there.  Have stupid training in Kirkland with Murad tomorrow from 12-4 then i have the rest of the day off. I dont want to go but I have to .
 Oh welll.  Night - Sammy